Day 1...

I'm so numb right now. I'm so numb and so scared. My heart hurts, but I know this is for the best. We gave it our all. We did EVERYTHING we could do...so there's no looking back and thinking anything less. We gave it our all and MORE...but I guess sometimes that just isn't what is needed. Can't force a dream...can't make someone into someone they're not. And the only way to find out is if you take a chance, right? Right...Regardless...this is going to be a long-ass day. I love him and always will, but just because two people love each other doesn't mean they're meant to be together. I'll always love him...