Ohhh the short-lived motivations...

So it hit me again today. That whole woosh of motivation that makes me want to get off my ass and DO stuff!

I WANT to go back to school!
I Want to lose 20lbs!
I WANT to get a tattoo or another piercing!
I WANT to plan a vacation and have something to look forward to.
I WANT to say fuck all this uncertainty and just play a card or make a move!
I WANT to get back to me again!!!

But how. How do I do that?? I have no idea. These wooshes of excitement are so short-lived. Like they last me a whole 5 hours and WHAM, they are gone. The back to school or vacation "wants" are my two impulse ones where I am seriously on the verge of just pulling the trigger...but then good ole left brain starts freaking out and I realize I really don't have the money to do either. BLECH!

What is it with these Sunday revelations? I mean, where or why do they hit on Sundays? I guess I just need to bite the bullet and do something for myself, right? Maybe even if it's as simple as dying my hair or changing my look? I think I just need some kind of change or something to look forward to to get me out of this rut of blechness!