The Great Wait

Well...tomorrow is the day. The day I will find out what EXACTLY is going on. The day we talk...TALK-TALK and try and figure things out. Are they repairable? Has too much happened? Is there a chance for a round 2? Have we missed the boat? Oh it's so exciting and scary all in one.

I need to keep myself in check. I need to remember WHY we're at this point we're at now. What led up to it. What happened to make it so.

Right now, I cannot lie, I am hoping beyond all hope we can work something out. There's been something deep inside me that has been telling me not to let it go...to try and work it out and I really hope there is a conclusion we can both come to to suffice us both. I know I am willing to give him what I was hesitant about giving him before...because I figured out what my issues were (and they were stupid). Now to just find out if he's willing to give me what I was missing...If there's a chance for us...

Ohhh can I even sleep tonight and wait all day tomorrow!?? Guess I'm going to have to. No other choice but to bide my time....