Life takes a bittersweet turn

Well, I guess too little, too late, eh? No, that's not it. Perhaps bittersweet is a better way of putting it. As with many things in life, I make an executive decision...then I kind of want to renege on such executive decision and I can't, or things change and there's no way to.

His status is now listed as "in a relationship." Congratulations to him. This is a good thing. But it kinda stings, I won't lie about that. But everything happens for a reason...I mean, this could be a whole bunch of things. A sign to stop "second-guessing" myself or my decision. Proof that he's crazy. A game with him trying to make me jealous. *sigh* I guess it's better this way.

But it still sucks! Now I guess I'll shift to the jealousy phase of all this. Man, boys drive me crazy! This is one part of the "chase" or the "hunt" or whatever the hell this stage is called that I really didn't miss. But again, it all happens for a reason. At least I can stop driving myself nuts over him, right? Maybe?...