WHEW. Feel better already.

Ok. So after much deep thought and internal mind wars, I have come to the conclusion that I am just an attention whore, lol. As much as I think I miss someone, I really think I just miss the attention I was showered with, and I don't like feeling like I am "unwanted" by them. Sounds conceited, but I don't mean it to me.

Once I shifted focus to other possibilities I realized I really didn't feel as heart-broken about the whole ordeal. Ok...so that sounds really shitty on my part, but at least I don't feel as confused anymore. That's always a plus.

I just need to keep myself in check with the the whole flirtation thing. I mean, that could definitely get me into trouble. However, it's just in my personality to be a flirt. I hate to say that, but it's the truth. That's just how I roll. I have a problem being a complete and utter bitch to people, especially those I care/cared about. I also have a problem ignoring them or turning down the attraction. But we shall see.

Baby steps all the way.