Ohhh me...crazy me...

Damn me. Damn me I say! I mean really. You'd think I'd learn?? I mean, ok, so I haven't done anything...NOR WILL I...however I hate the power of emotion. So I see the "overly obsessive one" and we act like we always did before. (gotta be professional ya know) but WHAM I'm hit with this woosh of emotion and a feeling of *sigh* I miss him. NOT COOL!!

I've been there. I've done that. I've made the mistake of trying again...but it sucks when your heart and brain are at odds. I mean really. REALLY?? Can I for once NOT look at a situation and wonder what if? Or what if it'd be different?

I really think it sucks to see someone you realize you cared for, but know it's not a good thing to try again. HA! I act like we had been dating for years and then broke up...but we hadn't even been dating! But now we're back to flirty fun and frisky kids and WHAM, all the emotions sweep back.

I know what he wants from me isn't something I Can give him AND I KNOW that he is too overly obsessive for my own good, but my heart really did hurt seeing him today...what does it all mean?!