Annnnd flip the mind switch back...
FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK. That's all I gotta say about this. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
As much as I say I'm over something, how is it I end up feeling differently? I mean, yea, it's a woman's prerogative to change her mind, I get that. But why must I start feeling a change of heart after I get tough on myself and come to a "conclusion"? I don't get it. Bah!
It might just be the attention thing. I dunno. I do know that regardless of what or how things transpire I am still not ready for anything more than a friendship, so at least i have that to fall back on. However, the whole flirty-flirty thing may paint a different picture of me in other people's eyes?
BAH. Back to being confused. HA such is life.
As much as I say I'm over something, how is it I end up feeling differently? I mean, yea, it's a woman's prerogative to change her mind, I get that. But why must I start feeling a change of heart after I get tough on myself and come to a "conclusion"? I don't get it. Bah!
It might just be the attention thing. I dunno. I do know that regardless of what or how things transpire I am still not ready for anything more than a friendship, so at least i have that to fall back on. However, the whole flirty-flirty thing may paint a different picture of me in other people's eyes?
BAH. Back to being confused. HA such is life.
posted by Ill-Fated Butterfly at 8:51 AM
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