Me. Me. Me.
Life...Life is amazing.
Through all the good times, the bad, the turmoil, the excitement...it's just utterly amazing. Tonight, I don't know what happened. But tonight I just got an overwhelming feeling of "yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss".
I think I hit the point where I know that the way for ME to be happy is for ME to start living my life for ME. Yes, it's a me, me, me thing.
I've always tried to live in such a way that I make everyone else happy. Even at the expense of my own happiness. But I realized that everyone will be happy for me if I do what will make ME happy...even if they don't agree with it, even if they don't agree with me, they will be happy knowing that I am moving forward how I want to.
And yea, I know, it's a "no duh" kind of revelation, but it makes me feel good. The road ahead is definitely going to be bumpy. I know I'm going to second guess myself (as I ALWAYS do) but at least I am getting back that final piece of "me" that I have been missing.
Through all the good times, the bad, the turmoil, the excitement...it's just utterly amazing. Tonight, I don't know what happened. But tonight I just got an overwhelming feeling of "yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss".
I think I hit the point where I know that the way for ME to be happy is for ME to start living my life for ME. Yes, it's a me, me, me thing.
I've always tried to live in such a way that I make everyone else happy. Even at the expense of my own happiness. But I realized that everyone will be happy for me if I do what will make ME happy...even if they don't agree with it, even if they don't agree with me, they will be happy knowing that I am moving forward how I want to.
And yea, I know, it's a "no duh" kind of revelation, but it makes me feel good. The road ahead is definitely going to be bumpy. I know I'm going to second guess myself (as I ALWAYS do) but at least I am getting back that final piece of "me" that I have been missing.


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