The Great Wait Ends at 3pm....
Ok, so the great wait turned into an even greater wait, seeing as how we had to reschedule for Thursday (today). So the time is set, but I'm getting slightly annoyed at the "so are we still meeting today?" DUH! Have plans changed that I am unaware of? And perhaps it's just his way of being casual about all this but SERIOUSLY?! I know I'm neurotic but this overly nervous, just checking-just checking thing is getting a bit much.
Perhaps it's another thing I will need to add to my list of stuff to talk about. Paranoia is never a good thing. And everyone gets it to a point, but even a hair past that point makes everything go all wonky and weird. Can't deal with that.
And this is where I start over-thinking and go into self-doubt mode. Are these signs? Am I ignoring a gut feeling? Whatever it is and regardless of the outcome, we NEED to have this talk and at least get everything straightened out and talked out so we can be at least in the same chapter, if not on the same page. *sigh*
Ok, now my nerves are kicking in. BAH!
Perhaps it's another thing I will need to add to my list of stuff to talk about. Paranoia is never a good thing. And everyone gets it to a point, but even a hair past that point makes everything go all wonky and weird. Can't deal with that.
And this is where I start over-thinking and go into self-doubt mode. Are these signs? Am I ignoring a gut feeling? Whatever it is and regardless of the outcome, we NEED to have this talk and at least get everything straightened out and talked out so we can be at least in the same chapter, if not on the same page. *sigh*
Ok, now my nerves are kicking in. BAH!


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