Argh to "Confusion"

So silly, so little, so trite...Yet it still stings?! What's up with that. I know that we are all human. I am not ashamed to admit that I have done things, not done things, said things, not said things, that made me feel strange or not 100%. I've done things I am not proud of, but I did them and I learned from them. I guess my biggest issue is...Well, I don't know what my biggest issue is at the moment. I think I'm just really confused and need a little clarification to make the feelings of uneasiness go away.

Uneasy, is that the word I was going for? I dunno. I'm tired and a little tipsy and there is just so much that I want to say but, as usual, don't know how to say it/them. I just needed to vent out a little bit, get a little bit of release so I can sleep a little easier. Everything will be clarified in the morning, and if not, they will sooner than later. It's probably stupid of me to be upset, but I am. Confusion will do that to a person. And in the end, I probably wont be confused at all. I will have made a mountain out of a mole hill and I will look back and giggle at how silly I can be.

That's me...So silly, such a goober. I can't help it. That's just me.