Weird Things in Life

I wore color to work! Yes! I did! Ok, so I wore black under it, but I still wore color! It was scary! I got crazy with the cheese whiz, went for it and WHAM, there I was. This is just the tip of the "weirdness iceberg" that is enveloping my life at the moment. (Mind you when I say weird, I don't mean weird in a bad way, just plain old weird. Strange, bizarre, peculiar even.)

I've been having dreams about people that are coming true. The dream doesn't necessarily have the person in them, but when I wake up, I know EXACTLY who it's about. I told a friend about one that I had last week and everything I told him to beware of, and the things I told him he needs to do came true or happened! It's spooky! There's a few that I know are about me, but I haven't gotten the courage to balls-up and make them a reality...Maybe sooner than later, but when it comes to personal matters, sometimes I'm just an old-fashioned kinda girl I guess. We shall see though...

Happiness. Happiness is something (not to sound morbose or silly) that I never really thought was able to be fully felt, because whenever there'd be a great high, I knew a low was soon to follow. I'd live by the phrase "Pain doesn't hurt when it's the only thing you've ever felt," because I was always upset or hating some aspect of my life. I'm not going to lie and say that life is candy canes and lollipops all the time, but in retrospect, it's not always thorny roses and bleeding hearts. When you take a look at the grand scheme of things, you see that not everything is life altering/threatening, a good portion of them are nothing more than mere speed bumps.

Life is good. I have a best friend/brother who is my total BFF for life, a boyfriend I care about sooo much more than he knows, friends that I would give the world to if I could, awesome parents that I would do anything for... YEAH! I smile a lot more than I ever have before, a real smile, a true smile...Life is good.