It's allllll gooood.
So meeting the daughter wasn't as scary as I thought it would be. Yes, I was nervous as all hell because, well, I've never dated someone with a kid before. But she was just so unbelievably funny and sweet and just all around awesome.
I don't know how to explain the feeling. I think I kinda feel like I beat the highest level of a game that I have ever been to...and am now at a whole new level. It's kinda really cool actually. And as long as I stop myself from over-thinking, I'm ok. When I start to think too much, now THAT is when it all goes to shit.
But I think I've been doing really good with it. I mean, when I start, I am pretty good about shutting it off. Just need to stay on top of that and keep myself in check. Because I LOVE LIFE when I'm not worrying about it so much. LOVE IT!
I don't know how to explain the feeling. I think I kinda feel like I beat the highest level of a game that I have ever been to...and am now at a whole new level. It's kinda really cool actually. And as long as I stop myself from over-thinking, I'm ok. When I start to think too much, now THAT is when it all goes to shit.
But I think I've been doing really good with it. I mean, when I start, I am pretty good about shutting it off. Just need to stay on top of that and keep myself in check. Because I LOVE LIFE when I'm not worrying about it so much. LOVE IT!


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