Annnd blech.

Did you ever hit the point in your life where you're ready to give up? Kinda silly, but I hit that point. I'm ready to just throw in the towel.I'm tired of feeling guilty, sad, ugly, unhappy, icky, blech, all of the above. I'm just tired of it. I shouldn't feel that way, but I do. Such a sick, sad day.

But why. I hate to crazy-karma it, but I kinda attribute it to my whole trying to get back to the way it once was. Trying to get back to the me I once was. Because that me was WAY enveloped in the sad, morose, bummer, death side of life. And as much as I don;t want to be that way, I totally felt more like myslf when I was like that. Is that wrong?

No, It's not. It's me. That's how I roll. So I guess I should either stop trying to get back to the way I was, or accept the way it will be. Eh?