2010--Not a good vintage

Ya know what comment I cannot stand?? "Your time will come." I hate that comment. It makes me feel like I suck or that I'm less of a person or human being. Blech.

So little things are getting to me more than usual. Little things. But I can't complain about them because unless they are said with a true heart, then they're not worth being said at all.

I'd like to hear that I'm "beautiful the way I am," or I "don't need to change a damn thing about me," or, oh I don't know, maybe just to hear more about the future? Not about the little shit like what we're gonna do in the basement or outside or inside, but maybe about life?? Marriage?!! Family?! Throw me a freakin' bone or something!

I need to stop focusing on that and actually turn my attention towards something else...perhaps like my entrepreneurial endeavor idea. That could be a good distraction that will lead towards better things...I hope...