Doubt

Buddha said it best, "There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills."

Great...But how the hell do you make it go away??? Because the slightest lapse of judgement could be a mistake I never recover from (so said Dexter).

Man, I think way too much. But that's just me! This is how I am! And if there is something in my life which makes my mind go into overdrive, then damnit, there is no going back. And when things come to light and what is said falls on deaf ears or is shot back with pretty much a fuck what you want...well then there is nothing else I can do but internalize and try to figure out what the fuck I should do. Ya know?

Such is life. And just when I think one thing or that I'm leaning more towards one way, something happens and all of a sudden I'm back to being confused. Oye vey!