Untitled...for once...

So I found a couple pictures from back in the day...and my heart started to hurt. It started to hurt, because I remember how life was back then...carefree...semi-annoyance free...It felt there was a tomorrow, there was a future that was bigger than anything we had ever experienced. But what happens when you get to that "future" you once upon a time believed in...and it isn't what you expected?

Well, that's the boat I'm in right now. I'm feeling kinda lost. And I don't like that. And I don't know how to make this feeling go away, which doesn't make things any easier.

I guess a part of me feels like my life is pretty much stuck in limbo...the thing(s) that I want most are out of my reach or control, and that makes me feel helpless. And at times, I feel so alone...like no one understands...*sigh* Such is life I guess.