Rambling Blurp

Life is an amazing thing. It's amazing not just for what it is, but for everything that it entails.

I'd always lived my life by an unwritten rule book. What I should do. What I should not. What I should say. What I should not. But being me, I love to break the rules. I love to break past the invisible barriers I erect in an attempt to find myself or who I think I am. I like the feeling of over stepping my own boundaries, only to see that the world is not flat, and I won't fall off the edge if I try to be "different".

Different, another word not uncommon to my realm. I don't think there is a normal for me, only a different version of...Well...Different. I strike the hard-core, Goth rocker, metal girl chords, only to erupt in a chorus of the opposite. I'm not saying by ANY means that I am a straight-edge, hip-hop, preppy girl, but it's amazing to me that with just a tweak from my "diff" (aka norm) I can become a totally different person.

What am I talking about? I have no idea. I'm just in a rambling mode. I was trying to write out some stuff I wrote for a certain someone, but every time I look at it on paper not from my notebook, it looks so silly. Yet when I open up my notebook and re-read, it sounds the way I mean it. Could it be that Yo is right? I need to stop being scared to share my work(s) with the world? Quite possibly.

So yea. I dunno. But like I say, the things that are thrown at you in life are like falling stars...They always end up where they're meant to.