A new day

Here I am! A whole new outlook, a whole new day, a whole new me...otay, not so much, but oh well. I am here and I'm kickin' and screamin' through life like I usually do. :-D

So this weekend was a rough one. Lots of emotions running through my mind and body, but I made it. I did it! Thanks to my mom and Chris (not to mention my papa), I made it out alive. It's a crazy thing I tell you, absolutely crazy. I really don't even know what to say.

I'd like to believe I have a whole new outlook on life. I have a new goal, and that is to just be happy, but not depend on past memories and thoughts to get me through it. Everyday will be a new day, and every day I get one step closer to attaining that which I want the most. If the past somehow comes back into play, it's all fair game. From here on out though, I will make the utmost attempt to not dwell upon the things I cannot change. The things that happened, happened. They happened for a reason.

I cannot guarantee that I will not write about things from the past. I cannot guarantee that I wont dwell a bit when my mind feels like, but I can say that I will do my best to continue moving forward, instead of constantly roaming back