Shorty--Mind blank

All I want to do is write! I want to cry out an ocean of words and let myself drown in them. But I can't seem to find the words I want to say. So many thoughts, so many emotions keep sweeping over me, and I don't know why I can't feel them! It's like my body has gone into an emotional coma. I feel so numb. I long for the rain. I long for the sweet-stinging drops to hit my face and saturate my soul. I walk in the rain, so no one sees me crying...