Reason. Season. Lifetime.

It's sad when all of a sudden, the friends you thought you had, or moreover, the strength and depth of those friendships proves to not be as strong and deep as you had once believed.

One of the hardest things is seeing and feeling it, not just in one friendship, but in a couple. The ones you thought you were closest to. The ones you tried so hard to make a big piece of your life. The ones you consider family. The ones who swore with you that you'd never leave each other behind...have suddenly started leaving you in a trail of dust. Not caring. Not being there. Just not.

I get it, life can get in the way. Things happen. Stuff comes up. But really? Maybe this is just my life's lesson. Accepting that not everyone thinks of a friendship like I do. Not everyone is willing to put in the effort.

Nothing's stranger than people. That's what my parents always say. And as always, they're so right. It just sucks when you feel like you really can't depend or rely on your friends anymore. They say everyone comes into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. It's heartbreaking when you feel that those who were supposed to be a lifetime...might not be.