Fantasyland = Not cool

There are so many other more pertinent and important things to blog about, but I need to get my mind of the more important stuff for a minute...I hate being stuck in a fantasy.

My heart hurts, because I know a piece of me is living in a non-reality world. I still love someone...a lot...but I love what isn't...not what is or can be. And it's hard as hell to deal with. I mean, I think I'm semi-sabotaging myself by holding on to what can't be. But I don't want to let it go. It's craziness I tell you. Absolute craziness.

Ok, that's all I have for now.