Weird...

I was just talking to a friend today and mentioned how this year just flew by...then all of a sudden I was overcome and overwhelmed by this feeling/thought...For most of our younger years we wish away life and urge time to hurry up...but then something big happens in your life, and you just want it to slow down because you don't want it rushing away...you realize that there is no immortality. I mean we all know there is none...but when you 100% understand and realize it...well, that's a reality check that totally bitch slaps you in the face.