Memory Flood Gate Has Opened

I hate it when you're somewhere and something triggers a memory or old feeling and WHAM, you're rushed down the rapids of emotion faster than you can think to stop yourself.

I was walking around work tonight and a scent triggered a memory of last year at this time. Yes, I know, it was right at the time I started dating Crazy Beans...but it was such a fun, new, exciting time! I started getting that ache of wanting it back (it as in the excitement, not it as in the crazy, lol). Then it was like a million other thoughts flooded back. Just the little things...

It's nice to remember, but sometimes it makes my heart hurt a bit. I hate to go all girlie dramatic, but what can't I meet someone I DON'T work with? That's what's always been the issue, date someone you work with and if things go wrong, things get weird.

But whatever, I missed having that feeling of excitement in my day-to-day goings. I'm trying to get out there more instead of sitting at home--even if it means walking around Home Depot or random stores. But so far, no bites. No glances. No nada. Oh, and maybe there's no one there too, hehehe.

Anywho, yea. I like remembering the good times, I just hate when the good times outshine the bad and then they get me sad :-(