Bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I am severely annoyed and angered right now. I LOVE feeling awesome...but HATE having something set me back to feeling not so awesome. Case and point...bridesmaid dress. Had to get fitted for it in January when I was thinner than I am now. It still fits, but not as pretty as it did then. And that annoys me. Especially when the wedding is only like 3 weeks away. I mean, I know I can kick some serious ass in those 3 weeks if I put my mind to it. But it's the whole "can it be done?" thought process. Can it be done? I think it can. It just takes determination and willpower...2 things I really don't have much of. And even if I do keep up with whatever drastic actions I take...will it pay off??

*sigh*