Sadness. Not cool.

I'm sad today. I had dreams last night that made my heart start to ache a little bit.

One was where an ex and I were chatting like we normally do and he made a comment that his "girl is kinda annoying him by posting too much cutesie stuff on his FB page." When I went online, I saw his status was "In a relationship with..." and there was a pic of a really cute blond girl. (If he is indeed dating said person, I do hope she makes him truly happy.)

But when I woke up, I got an overwhelming feeling of "sadness". I don't know it's legitimately a sad feeling, but it makes me feel blue. Not to say I haven't missed him, but I really haven't felt this way about him in almost a year...perhaps it's just that time of year? I mean, we did just break up a year ago...and right around my birthday no less, so I'm sure there's residual feelings of hurt lingering somewhere in this body and mind.

The unfortunate thing is I can't shake the feeling. I try thinking of all the reasons we wouldn't work, but even those aren't helping. *sigh*

Well, here's to hoping the day brings something to take my mind off the dream and get my heart through the hurt.