Weeeeeeird Party

Wow, another year, another party. But this year was strange. It was just a very odd vibe. I don't know if we got too drunk too early? If there weren't enough "young" people here (seeing as how 15 people who said they'd be here did NOT show). If friends were skating the line a bit on friendliness? I don't know, but it was almost a bit sad. Not to say I didn't have fun...but it just wasn't FUN.

I hate saying that, because I loved all the people who were over, but it was almost disheartening to an extent. Is this really what it's gonna become? Halloween is my ALL TIME FAVORITE HOLIDAY EVER...and it just felt like a "let down" this year. I hate sounding like a whiny bitch or like I'm beating a dead horse, but it just wasn't lively. It wasn't crazy. Some people were annoying. Others mackin' it. Others sad...I dunno. Just kinda a rough night (for reasons unknown to all).

So I dunno. Can't dwell on it. Because everyone DID have a great time. The neighbors said I breathed life into the street again. The rents all loved it. I guess it was just a totally different experience than last year. Maybe because I didn't have someone-someone there? Maybe because it just wasn't a younger crowd? Who knows...guess it's just a part of life, eh?