Living la vida single!

I've said it many times before and I will say it again, life is a crazy thing. It's amazing how someone can make you believe one thing, then you find out it was just a facade. I'm glad I found out early on though. I kinda missed being single, I won't lie. It was nice to have someone again--someone who cared for me, loved me "unconditionally," bought me nice things, just wanted to be with me...But I also realized he was trying to jeopardize all of my time and life. Not cool.

So here we go again. Back on the market. I hate to say I'm not that upset. Because yes, I did love him. And yes, I did shed some tears. But I know I couldn't live the rest of my life the way we were living/acting. Seriously, the first couple weeks back were AWESOME and THAT man, and the way he was acting WAS what I wanted. But then the real him came back...and he just wasn't for me.

I also didn't enjoy the manipulation. Even after the breakup, in his emails, he tried turning everything on me. "I'd never hurt you like this" or "you're cold" etc. Whatever though, it's better off this way.

And so it is...again. Back to the drawing board. Hehehehe.