Fuck you! I'm beautiful!
I AM BEAUTIFUL, DAMNIT!!!
I'm not trying to sound conceited or anything, but God Damnit I am beautiful! I'm tired of feeling like I'm fat or ugly or icky...I am NONE OF THE ABOVE!!
I tried on a couple dresses tonight to see if they still fit..and they did. And I looked awesome in them! My goal of the now is to stop letting ME commadeer my mind and actually listen to what other people tell me--that I look awesome the way I am!
I may not be the exact size or shape I want to be, but that doesn't make me less of a person. And one day, there will be a man in my life who makes me forget these negative feelings. One day I will have someone tell me I am perfect the way I am.
Wow. What a great feeling this is. I may even wear my bikini to the pool this weekend! I may not be teenie-tiny, but who cares!? I'm proud of who I am! I'm proud of how hard I work myself and how healthy I eat. If I have a glass or 2 of wine a night, so what?! I'm 29 years old! It shouldn't be held against me. I don't drink and drive. I don't get belligerent. I don't do stupid things to harm myself. I just enjoy being me!
GOOD GOD DAMN! I hope this feeling sticks with me. Because it feels GREAT!
I'm not trying to sound conceited or anything, but God Damnit I am beautiful! I'm tired of feeling like I'm fat or ugly or icky...I am NONE OF THE ABOVE!!
I tried on a couple dresses tonight to see if they still fit..and they did. And I looked awesome in them! My goal of the now is to stop letting ME commadeer my mind and actually listen to what other people tell me--that I look awesome the way I am!
I may not be the exact size or shape I want to be, but that doesn't make me less of a person. And one day, there will be a man in my life who makes me forget these negative feelings. One day I will have someone tell me I am perfect the way I am.
Wow. What a great feeling this is. I may even wear my bikini to the pool this weekend! I may not be teenie-tiny, but who cares!? I'm proud of who I am! I'm proud of how hard I work myself and how healthy I eat. If I have a glass or 2 of wine a night, so what?! I'm 29 years old! It shouldn't be held against me. I don't drink and drive. I don't get belligerent. I don't do stupid things to harm myself. I just enjoy being me!
GOOD GOD DAMN! I hope this feeling sticks with me. Because it feels GREAT!
posted by Ill-Fated Butterfly at 10:28 PM
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