FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKK

FUCKING KILL ME! I am so not ready for any of this shit. I am so not mentally or emotionally ready for EVERYONE TO FUCKING KNOW. No it's not a secret. No I wasn't naive or dumb enough to believe it would be hush-hush forever, but this fucking hurts!!

I haven't cried-cried over the breakup in a while...and now I'm sitting at my desk, trying to work with tears streaming down my face. FUCK THIS SHIT!

I really don't know what to say or do or how to react. Part of me is pissed off at him because it would have been nice to know WHO HE TOLD so I wasn't shocked every time someone said "Oh Chris told me." But then at least he saved me from being the one to have to say it, but still!

I fucking hate Tewwwwsdays!! I am not equipped to handle this kind of shit! ESPECIALLY not while at work!