Thoughts Collected
Ok. Whew. I had my freak out time. Now I have collected my thoughts and am back to feeling semi-normal.
I asked that he let me know when/who he tells, and he said ok. Which is a good thing. I have no idea if this is hard on him at all. From what I can tell, he is way over us and isn't phased by anything. But I don't know. I don't know if that's the case or if that's just the face he's putting on to be strong. It give me comfort to know that he still cares though...even just a little.
People ask if we'll get back together. I tell them the truth, only time will tell. Who knows if maybe 3 months, 3 years, 30 years down the road we'll be romantically connected again. Only God knows that one.
Now it's just time to get back to being strong--which is much harder than anticipated. 5 years ago, at this stage of the "break" I would have been 10lbs lighter, with darker hair and an additional piercing. Not so muchie this round. It's crazy what the whole "growing up" thing will do to a person.
I asked that he let me know when/who he tells, and he said ok. Which is a good thing. I have no idea if this is hard on him at all. From what I can tell, he is way over us and isn't phased by anything. But I don't know. I don't know if that's the case or if that's just the face he's putting on to be strong. It give me comfort to know that he still cares though...even just a little.
People ask if we'll get back together. I tell them the truth, only time will tell. Who knows if maybe 3 months, 3 years, 30 years down the road we'll be romantically connected again. Only God knows that one.
Now it's just time to get back to being strong--which is much harder than anticipated. 5 years ago, at this stage of the "break" I would have been 10lbs lighter, with darker hair and an additional piercing. Not so muchie this round. It's crazy what the whole "growing up" thing will do to a person.
posted by Ill-Fated Butterfly at 12:02 PM
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