Mental Break Through
Who's a nut...I'm a nut! I was just thinking about how stupid-insane I have been over the past month or two, and I realized, I AM A NUT!!
The reason I am so upset and insane over everything is because I inflate everything into a huge drama that it doesn't need to be. I mean, I guess I got so used to having to have something crazy-stupid happening, that when I had a lull, I made things into stupid-crazy happenings and went with those. It's so silly!
And the down on myself junk...Yea, that doesn't seem like it will ever end, but I see pictures of myself and wonder, "why are you feeling so blech?!?!?" because they're not bad!! I mean, I see them, and I feel GREAT when I do! So I know it's just a trick of the mind and a trick of the mirror that gets me into the Me-hating zone.
But for now, I am done with all this crap. I am done with it. I am on to bigger and better things and on to ENJOYING everything there is to enjoy! HOORAY! Mental break through!!
The reason I am so upset and insane over everything is because I inflate everything into a huge drama that it doesn't need to be. I mean, I guess I got so used to having to have something crazy-stupid happening, that when I had a lull, I made things into stupid-crazy happenings and went with those. It's so silly!
And the down on myself junk...Yea, that doesn't seem like it will ever end, but I see pictures of myself and wonder, "why are you feeling so blech?!?!?" because they're not bad!! I mean, I see them, and I feel GREAT when I do! So I know it's just a trick of the mind and a trick of the mirror that gets me into the Me-hating zone.
But for now, I am done with all this crap. I am done with it. I am on to bigger and better things and on to ENJOYING everything there is to enjoy! HOORAY! Mental break through!!
posted by Ill-Fated Butterfly at 11:27 PM
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