I'm sorry...

I'm sorry for being me...

I'm sorry for the way I get.
I'm sorry for the things I do.
I'm sorry for getting so down so much.
I'm sorry, for being "her".

I'm sorry to snap at the drop of a hat.
I'm sorry for getting angry at nothing at all.
I'm sorry for getting angry at everything.
I'm sorry for getting angry at nothing.
I'm sorry for being "me".

I'm sorry for the things I do.
I'm sorry for being insane.
I'm sorry for being, just being.
I'm sorry for getting this way.

I guess I'm sorry for it all.
I'm sorry for being such a fruit.
I'm sorry for just getting...just getting.
I'm sorry for being not me.

And with time comes patience. And with time comes contentment. And with time comes the understanding that "that girl" is still here, and that "that girl" never left. And with time comes the knowing that she was always here. And with time comes knowing that she had never left. And with time comes knowing that she just wants to be, to be everything that she dreams.

So I'm sorry for being stupid. I'm sorry for being such a bitch. I'm so sorry for being such a wretched person. I'm sorry!!! But please know, I was always here. I never went away. And I never intend to disappear again...