It's a good day today

Such is life. Just when I feel like the depths of my sorrow will consume me, I am spit out into the glistening moonlight, and all is well again.
So I am tying up all the loose ends of the past year, and I never realized how liberating and wonderful it would feel! It's like I am breathing air again! My chest doesn't feel like it is being crushed by the unseen forces of grudges or spite. It's absolutely amazing! I hate getting too excited or happy because just when I get used to the awesome feeling, I inevitably come crashing down. Oh well, I am living for the moment tonight!
I know there are going to be some rough spots throughout the month, but I am preparing now for them...Well, at least I'm trying too. I am trying not to get my hopes up and I'm trying not to get over anxious. I am just trying to live life like there's no tomorrow, and though that means taking risks, so far, the risks I took have taken me to a happier place than I was in. It's a great feeling letting people know how much you love them, and then finding out they love you and had missed you just as much.