Runaway Train

**I feel like I am on a subway platform, and everyone else is boarding their own trains of life. But my train must be running late; there's no light in the tunnel**

It's funny how history seems to repeat itself. This month feels like a wicked bad de ja vu month. I went through the same stuff a few years ago, and now I am going through it all again, just with different situations. It's the craziest thing! I get over excited in thinking I will know the outcome, but I realize, no matter how many times you go through the same thing, the ending is never the same.
Tonight is one of the night's that I feel at peace with the world. Why? I don't know. I just feel very content and happy. I don't like to feel like this because typically I come crashing down, but maybe this time I won't! Some weird force has taken over me and an optimistic side is showing! It's very scary and creepy. My horoscopes have been getting better too. I know that they apply to every single Gemini that was born, but lately, they seem to be in direct correlation with my life.
I've stood on the platform so long, and I'm on the verge of giving up hope, but as I look down the darkened tunnel, I see a glimpse of light...maybe it's time to prepare to board my train.