Babbling

I feel so strange tonight. I have sold my soul to the devil and I kind of like it. I cannot go indepth about it, but I feel so strangely calm and collected. I sit here writing this and I don't know why I am doing it. Maybe because it was my last day at my home store and I am missing all my people more than a lot. Maybe it is because I feel that life is coming to a major changing point, and I don't know which highway to take. Maybe it's because I feel that I am going to have a make a major decision sooner or later and I am scared to have to make such a choice. I just don't know.
What I do know is that I am 23 years old, on the verge of paying off debt, and in no time I am going to be back on my feet and ready to take on whatever the world has to throw at me. I feel as though I can take on anything now, but it'll be nice once the little added pressures are off me. I am making many difficult decisions everyday, and some may not be the smartest, but I am making them that way because I feel that is what I want/need to do. No matter what happens to me from here on out, I know that no matter how bad things may get, they can never be as bad as the once were. Everyday is a new day, and you never know when your time will expire, so you have to live each day like it was your last, and worry about the little things tomorrow.