And the hits just keep coming.

Ok, so it was/is inevitable. People are going to find out. People are going to talk. But seriously, I don't feel prepared/equipped to deal with any of this shit right now.

We broke up about a month ago. (Holy shit?!?!) And yes, I guess I was naive and stupid to believe that the more time that passed, the easier it would be to talk about the issue with people. But it is SO not.

He told me he let one of the women we work with know because she was being all inquisitive about driving in in the morning. I know she's going to go blabbing it to the other women here and that drives me nuts. It's no one else's fucking business! And yea, I know, I chat, dare I say "gossip" with a couple friends here about what's happening with so-and-so, but that's different, lol. I guess this is going to be the same as anything else though. I'm sure people talk behind my back constantly, I just can't let it get to me.

I'm doing good though. I guess the hardest part about coming clean with everything is that it means that we are officially, undeniably done. And yes, I know we have been, but this is the whole "acceptance" part of it. Oof. I just hate dealing with people with this stuff. Because I know I will get shitty if I have to, because it is NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS.

Ohhhh here we go. Feisty day AHOY!