Sad Panda Kinda Day

Yikes to today. It feels off (emotionally off). I don't like it. Maybe I'm just over-tired? Maybe I'm just PMSing? I have no idea, but it's really not cool.

I don't want to be sad. I've been doing good and being strong, but I can feel sadness starting to creep in like a fog. I boxed up some pictures last night...still haven't been able to take some down. But in due time, right? Things will get harder before they get easier, I know that, I just don't like accepting that.

So yea. I'm just feeling sad today. Glum, if you will. But I'm doing my best to put on a happy face and just get through the day. Earbuds in. Hair falling over my eye. That's my diversion tactic for ignoring people and staying in my own little world. Lets see how well it works.