Annnd today's NOT a good day

Chalk it up to PMS, lack of sleep, slight hangover (though extremely doubtful), life getting in the way of life, or just a general sense of dread, but OH MY GOD, today is NOT a good day for me.

It started off ok. I got 4 hours of sleep (ICK!)...got up to work out...and came to work. Then the money talk started (my own damn fault for bringing it up at work, but I needed to know). It just makes everything so much more difficult. Things felt fine before, now I feel like they're all sorts of off. But they're probably really not. And me being me, I over-think and over-analyze and over-brain myself to the point where I just want to break down and cry!

Why must I always do this to myself?! I mean really?! I'm just upset because I feel like everything I have ever done was just been wiped off the mind. I'm not saying I deserve a cookie or anything, but the fact that it seemed to be easily forgotten bothered me. Also the fact that it's like I didn't put anything towards anything that was taken...

I mean, I don't hold things over anyone. I try and be a very, very fair person. I try and put everyone before me or figure out ways to make the lives of the people I care about easier (even if it's not my place).

OOF. This week needs to END!