Chapter 2010
Wow...Welcome to a new decade and a whole new chapter of my life.
I get the feeling this year is going to be a doozey. I really, truly believe that this year is going to be one of the biggest in all my 28 years of life. I can feel it in my gut.
But what does it mean? I guess I will just have to find out. So far I have done good sticking to my resolutions, albeit it has been quite difficult. Last night I didn't feel so good about it, had a hard time sleeping because of it, but I got through it. I can't worry 24/7 about every little thing.
It's hard being tough and sticking to my ground, but it needs to be done if I'm ever going to get the "me" back that I want to be. I've pushed aside my own feelings and happiness far too much over the years, and I'm not doing it anymore. I've always tried to be the best girl I can be, but at my own expense, and that's not fair. So that's why I am putting an end to it. Again I won't be a raging bitch or anything, but I also will not stand for others, no matter WHO they are, to take advantage (or for granted) my good-naturedness.
So here we go! Welcome 2010 and to getting back the girl I used to be!
I get the feeling this year is going to be a doozey. I really, truly believe that this year is going to be one of the biggest in all my 28 years of life. I can feel it in my gut.
But what does it mean? I guess I will just have to find out. So far I have done good sticking to my resolutions, albeit it has been quite difficult. Last night I didn't feel so good about it, had a hard time sleeping because of it, but I got through it. I can't worry 24/7 about every little thing.
It's hard being tough and sticking to my ground, but it needs to be done if I'm ever going to get the "me" back that I want to be. I've pushed aside my own feelings and happiness far too much over the years, and I'm not doing it anymore. I've always tried to be the best girl I can be, but at my own expense, and that's not fair. So that's why I am putting an end to it. Again I won't be a raging bitch or anything, but I also will not stand for others, no matter WHO they are, to take advantage (or for granted) my good-naturedness.
So here we go! Welcome 2010 and to getting back the girl I used to be!
posted by Ill-Fated Butterfly at 11:20 AM
2 Comments:
happy new year to you too.
You deserve to be happy. If someone makes you feel like you have to act like somone your not, they dont deserve you or to be any part of your life.
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