Talking In Circles

WOW. Ok so after my last post, I'm not sure how to deal with myself. I mean, I feel a great weight lifted, yet another placed on. It's so strange. It's almost like I realize that everything I had once believed doesn't necessarily have to be so, so the chains are broken and I free from those binding thoughts...But what do I do or where do I go from here? Does that make any sense??

No, I haven't gone to the doctor yet or anything, but I just feel like my whole mindset is offset now. I've been having really crazy-weird dreams lately, which make nights not very restful or peaceful. I also noticed that my eye twitches when I think about certain things/situations--and yea, I know, don't think about them and it won't twitch, but it's kinda hard not to when they concern everyday life. OOOf, it just did it again because I thought about stuff, lol.

So yea, I'm kinda more confused now because I don't know what to do. I'm not sure if this new found sense of mental freedom is a good thing or a bad thing...because albeit I feel free...the freedom kinda puts a hinderance on me because everything I thought or believed now doesn't have to be so...So I am open to do ANYTHING...But not really.

Wow, ok, talking myself in circles isn't going to get me anywhere, lol. I guess I will depart and try to figure this stuff out as time goes by.