A New Year. A New Plan.
Well, it's a new year. 2009 has finally arrived. We hope 09 is MUCH better than 08. Yes, many good things did come out of 2008, however it was action-packed with drama, anger and a bit of sadness and woe...which changed into a deeper level of anger that hasn't quite been able to be let go of. Let's hope 2009 can make that happen.
So I was reflecting over the past year and realized something...I really miss having a girl friend. I know I have a few girl friends who are my bestest, but they live in Colorado and Columbus, so they're not local. My other girl friend lives just a few cities over in Garfield Heights, but I haven't talked to her in probably 6 months, and I don't know why. I miss her dearly though, and just wish she would make another comeback (we lost touch over a stupid-ass fight that neither of us remember, and we rekindled the friendship, but then all of a sudden...she was gone again). Makes me sad, because I miss all my girls. They are the bestest and only female friend-friends I have...
I plan to start a memory book for myself, I just need to get a new notebook or my laptop back to start it. The plan is to actually write out all the memories I have that I like to think about. Just the random ones; going to concerts, sports games, out on dates, whatever they are. Just something that documents all the crazy-fun times that happened in life. Some things will be quite personal, but hey, it's MY memory book for a reason ;-)
I also plan to write more often. I realized I feel so much better when I blog or journal or write poetry. Tis a good feeling all around, and I will start to do it much, much more. I just need to get my butt in gear and get the proper utensils, lol.
There are more resolutions I have, but as my boyfriend said, "don't set yourself up for failure," which is pretty much what I do every year with resolutions that are HELLA not realistic. So this year...I take them all one step at a time. Hopefully they will all work out. I also plan to not be so hard on myself and to let go of the stupid grudges I am inadvertently holding on to. We shall see...Only time will tell, but hey, we have 363 days to make them all happen.
So I was reflecting over the past year and realized something...I really miss having a girl friend. I know I have a few girl friends who are my bestest, but they live in Colorado and Columbus, so they're not local. My other girl friend lives just a few cities over in Garfield Heights, but I haven't talked to her in probably 6 months, and I don't know why. I miss her dearly though, and just wish she would make another comeback (we lost touch over a stupid-ass fight that neither of us remember, and we rekindled the friendship, but then all of a sudden...she was gone again). Makes me sad, because I miss all my girls. They are the bestest and only female friend-friends I have...
I plan to start a memory book for myself, I just need to get a new notebook or my laptop back to start it. The plan is to actually write out all the memories I have that I like to think about. Just the random ones; going to concerts, sports games, out on dates, whatever they are. Just something that documents all the crazy-fun times that happened in life. Some things will be quite personal, but hey, it's MY memory book for a reason ;-)
I also plan to write more often. I realized I feel so much better when I blog or journal or write poetry. Tis a good feeling all around, and I will start to do it much, much more. I just need to get my butt in gear and get the proper utensils, lol.
There are more resolutions I have, but as my boyfriend said, "don't set yourself up for failure," which is pretty much what I do every year with resolutions that are HELLA not realistic. So this year...I take them all one step at a time. Hopefully they will all work out. I also plan to not be so hard on myself and to let go of the stupid grudges I am inadvertently holding on to. We shall see...Only time will tell, but hey, we have 363 days to make them all happen.
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