Quick at-work vent

It's sad to say that it's not so much the big things in life that get complicated, but the little things. I don't like having to ask for time. I don't like having to walk away because I know if I don't I will cry. I don't like feeling like I come second-best (because I know that I am not considered that). It's just tough. I've never really been through anything that I wasn't in control of 100% of the time. I never really had to ask, had to walk, had to feel, the way I sometimes do.

It's communication that pulls me through on this one. I need to be more open, so I am more open. I need to be more forthcoming with all my requests and thoughts. I can't hold this stuff in. I've held stuff in long enough and I can't and won't do it anymore. I've never been needy, and I don't think wanting to spend time with someone I care about more than one work-night is asking too much. I'm glad he agrees too.

Guess that's it.