VENT!

Ya know what sucks? Being pissed off. Ya know what sucks even more? Being pissed off for no reason. Ya know what sucks even more than that?! Being pissed off because of stupid shite that goes on in your head that is NOT reality, but could be, but isn't, yet nonetheless makes you angry. THAT is what sucks.

My night is definitely a moody one. I am letting a LOT of stuff get to me that I REALLY wish I wouldn't but at this present moment in time, I can't do a GD thing about it. AHhhhhhhhhhhhh.

What the hell is wrong with me? I mean really. I used to be able to handle myself, and anymore, I feel positively out of control...Ok, not really, I just wanted to say that for dramatic effect. There's a piece of me that feels I let people down a lot, and I hate that piece. What triggers it? Well I know what triggered it this time, and it's minute and trivial and SO not worth my time, yet I let it get under my skin and grow and grow and grow until I just want to scream!!!!

Yeargh, yeargh I say. I don't know what else to say...grrrrr