The song that sums it up

"Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play

My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too

Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go..."

I don't understand...I don't get it...What ever happened to the holidays bringing a sense of ease?It seems like anymore they are action-packed with stress and chaos...Why do I feel so ____...