Morning pissed-off trigger...plus follow-up

Ya know...REALLY! It's the little things. It's the freaking little things that are what bug the hell out of me!!! I mean really! I cannot believe how freaking pissed off I am right now. I really am trying to de-assify but it's not going too well. I tried my mantra, but I have no reason to laugh at myself NOR call myself a goose....grrrrrrrrrr. But I am trying. GOD KNOWS I AM TRYING...

Lord give me the grace to not TWEAK out over something so small...(even though that something small is something big to me...)

FOLLOW-UP
And then my dumb-ass actually verbalizes what is bothering me and I realize that I sound like a complete jackass. I mean really, what the hell!? So all is back to well in my realm, I just feel stupid for getting all fired-up over it. I guess now is when I get to do my mantra...take a step back, laugh at myself, says "who's the goose? OH! It's me" and let it go...