The truth...

I worry about today.
I worry about tomorrow...
...that I'm not perfect...
... that I'm not "it"...
... I'm too fat...
...I'm not cool enough...
...I'm not pretty...
...I'm not smart...
...I'm not funny...
...I'm not good enough...
...I'm not being me...

I worry that I'm too outspoken...
...Too not me..
...Too quiet...
...Too loud...
...Too passive...
...Too weird...
...Too ambiguous...
...Too obsessed with the what ifs...
...Too content with the maybe's...
...Too inquisitive ...

I worry about so much, but so much is so "stupid". I worry about things that are unworry'able. I worry about things that are so trivial...I just worry...