Dafuq???

Well. My day has taken a turn for the WTF. Definitely had no idea this is the direction it was heading, but WOW. We're talking massive game-changer. I don't know quite how to feel. I'm extremely confused. I've honestly never felt this confused in my entire life. Head vs Heart. They should balance out and play nice together, but they're not. They're going back and forth and back and forth. And it's driving me nuts.

I said I would be strong. I said I would not back down (again) and I'm not. But it's tough. Because there is no easy answer. There is no simple solution. There is nothing that will make everything be all better. I just don't know.