Back to the single life!

Welp...Back to the drawing board. I don't dislike single life. It's quite free, liberating and, well, single! But it's still disheartening to a point. I mean, how the heck do I get into these situations?! LOL.

Also, I guess it kinda comes back onto me...like what's so wrong with me? Is it me? Do I do this? Do I purposely sabotage myself somehow by expecting too much? Wanting too much? Requiring too much? Who knows.

It's sometimes hard feeling happy when really, I want a family. I want to start a life. I want ankle-biters and a hubs and a white picket fence (no, actually I'm content with my house) but maybe a dog! BAH.

Time to get back out there! See what may be available for my taking...muahahaha