Life's a game of chance

It's funny how one simple, innocent comment can trigger such a flood of emotions and thoughts. I mean, it just amazes me how the brain works. I wish I could wrap my mind around it (no pun intended). Moreover, I wish I could make heads or tails of the chaos that is running rampant through my head.

I know I always say life's a crazy thing, because it is, I just wish sometimes that I could figure it out a little more. I know mystery and intrigue and confusion are all good, because they help keep the brain from getting soft, but sometimes I just want an answer! Sometimes I just want to know!

But I guess that really isn't life. Nothing's ever easy, which is good. Because if it was, we wouldn't have fun with challenges. But I dunno.

I'm just stuck in limbo right now. There's the whole chance everything...but when you do that, you chance losing everything...is it a risk worth taking? Saying that out loud did make me realize that it might just be...hmmmmm.