I think I need a time-out

I am so ready for a reprieve. I am in desperate need of one of those. I've been having crazy dreams lately. My eating habits are all messed up. My sleeping patterns are not "normal" anymore. I've been very sad lately. It's just been a crazy year thus far.

I could really use a hike up the mountain for enlightenment--or like my dad tells me, I just need to go to church on a Sunday, lol. I know he's right. It's a horrible excuse, but Sundays are the one day I can potentially sleep in. And I know I shouldn't use that as my reason as why I can't go...but I do. I'm a bad catholic.

Lucky for me no word from Crazy Beans. It's bittersweet--yes, I am stupid girl on occasion. I still hear songs and think about him. My cousin made the good point, we as females want to be the one to do the full rejection...we don't want to be the ones rejected (even if we know the no-contact policy is the best thing). But he got his transfer which I am extremely happy about. It will make work a bit easier to deal with.

Oh crap. I need to figure out what I'm giving up for Lent. I tried the whole no-drinking thing before...hehehe. Yea right. That shit didn't work. Yes, again, I sucked as a catholic and just didn't want to give up something hard. I could attempt cheese. Now THAT would be difficult, lol. I kinda want to challenge myself, but don't know with what. Hehehe. I have like a week and a half to figure it out.

Guess that's about it. Just felt like babbling.